I don't know if this still excites you, since some of the lines have already been revealed. But then again I think you deserve a copy not because this is cute but because I'm sweet. Here we go... 

We've crossed bridges nobody dares to... We climbed  mountains reaching the peak of anger, grudges, doubts and deception beyond mind's accomodation. Lots of instances you had given up but you end up holding my hand, tight, eyes closed - checking if it does exist. We kissed... Just then bad things totally eradicated... Thinking again. Talking to your biggest enemy, asking the same deep seated award winning question, "Why the hell am I doing this again!" Amazed? Surprisingly exquisite behviour of concern and unexpected knowledge of impartial claims. Well, i told you I have a little sensitivity in my veins. I'm weak, I know, and that's one thing you knew that nobody else does, you realy know me that well!

Still I have chosen the two of us to be apart, a privately imposed restriction with the fruit of deprivation of hapiness it would have bring. I'm missing so much laughs, embraces, talks and memories that we should have been experiencing since then. See how fool I am to allow these certain parts of stories to be missing in my book.

But still I get to consider the slim possibility that I might be right and you might be wrong. Considering the possible negative effects of the other side of the story. What if we've been living together then

Maybe...

 Maybe...

Maybe...

And lots of maybes...

What if solutions were not supplemented, problems left unresolved, answers depleted... scary huh,  really scary. I can't afford to lose you, I can't gamble the chance to have the best ending. I'd rather wait for the right time when things would be in proper places, when there wouldn't have a bit of space of hesitation, when all that's left is love, passion, trust and confidence, when troubles cannot manage to penetrate in the sweet atmosphere of a  home that awaits us. I can't share myself to anybody else because my heart won't just cooperate.

Mayo akong ibang kayang padabaon, ika lang.