Casper is my ultimate favorite film. I’ve watched this film over and over. First on the big screen, in Bichara Cinema I, I guess, then on the cable channel. Yet, I still find myself crying over the heavy and oh there ain’t any heavy scenes on this flick, rather scenes I consider worth a tear. Back in high school, I remember, my best friend Crizzy would secretly share with me her copy of its theme song, Remember Me This Way by Trisha Yearwood and we tried to memorize it and boast to the class that we knew the song but won’t share its lyrics ‘coz we kinda want to have the credits to ourselves. Silly, huh? But helpless as we were, the next day, the airwaves kept on playing it then it eventually became the number one song in the countdown thus, making everybody familiar with it! Whew! I’ve no plans of writing down here the whole story ‘coz I believe everyone knew Casper, being the friendly ghost but hey do they know that I’m his best? Nah- uh. Among his three buds, namely Stretch, Stinky and Fatso, the latter became the most famous. I used to collect stationery and Casper’s are among my favorite. That I wouldn’t waste a single page just to send it to someone not so special. So guys, if you remember getting one from me way back, uhm… you probably missed the clue! I remember, I encountered a copy of its part two in a video shop, I threw it to the basket and bring it home. To my oh-my reaction, it wasn’t as good! An all new cast, a not so good animation. End of my Casper sickness…

 I don't know if this still excites you, since some of the lines have already been revealed. But then again I think you deserve a copy not because this is cute but because I'm sweet. Here we go... 

We've crossed bridges nobody dares to... We climbed  mountains reaching the peak of anger, grudges, doubts and deception beyond mind's accomodation. Lots of instances you had given up but you end up holding my hand, tight, eyes closed - checking if it does exist. We kissed... Just then bad things totally eradicated... Thinking again. Talking to your biggest enemy, asking the same deep seated award winning question, "Why the hell am I doing this again!" Amazed? Surprisingly exquisite behviour of concern and unexpected knowledge of impartial claims. Well, i told you I have a little sensitivity in my veins. I'm weak, I know, and that's one thing you knew that nobody else does, you realy know me that well!

Still I have chosen the two of us to be apart, a privately imposed restriction with the fruit of deprivation of hapiness it would have bring. I'm missing so much laughs, embraces, talks and memories that we should have been experiencing since then. See how fool I am to allow these certain parts of stories to be missing in my book.

But still I get to consider the slim possibility that I might be right and you might be wrong. Considering the possible negative effects of the other side of the story. What if we've been living together then

Maybe...

 Maybe...

Maybe...

And lots of maybes...

What if solutions were not supplemented, problems left unresolved, answers depleted... scary huh,  really scary. I can't afford to lose you, I can't gamble the chance to have the best ending. I'd rather wait for the right time when things would be in proper places, when there wouldn't have a bit of space of hesitation, when all that's left is love, passion, trust and confidence, when troubles cannot manage to penetrate in the sweet atmosphere of a  home that awaits us. I can't share myself to anybody else because my heart won't just cooperate.

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